In 23 days he will leave for the Marine Corps Recruit Depot in San Diego, California for Bootcamp; and I am a hot mess!!
I am also excited and proud, scared but faithful, strong and weak, but most of all weepy.
I feel weary and somehow awkward from the constant high emotion, but I also feel strong.
No, that isn't right at all.
I don't feel strong.
I feel strength in my faith...my trust, my desire to be humble to God's will.
Yup that is the strong I feel.
But most of all I feel weepy.
I will tell ya more about that next time, and you can laugh at me, with me.
I hope this will be a place of truth. A place for me to be honest about this road that I will have to walk. A place to be transparent about my faith.
I hope it will be an encouragement to someone somewhere. But, if nothing else I can at least get some of this crazy off of my chest!!
I have suddenly just decided that I will finish off each post with an applicable horse image.
Mainly because they make me happy, and because I have hundreds of them.
For today, one day old baby Felicity.
Like me, she is awkward and struggling to get it all figured out....but she got there, and so will I.
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